Please help - Family Issues...?

I think your a great daughter for everything you do and for all the punishment you take and God rewards people like you so don't despair. The reason this is happening is because people have stopped going to church, stopped listening to Jesus and this allows alot of negative energy (demons) into your home. The only person who can fix people like them is God. This is the reason many people RUN to the church as a sanctuary. They can sit and breath and talk to our heavenly father. He sees the problems your going through but he is waiting for you to ASK. He says you have not because you ask not. So God and his son Jesus are very important. In God we have a creator and in Jesus we have an absolute power that no one can mess with. You have no idea how important Jesus is to yoru life and that hes the one you will meet when you die. I have already had several near death experiences and seen him. What I mean is that if something negative is influencing your family you have to reclaim your family. You have to command whatever evil spirits are in your home to go and say I BIND you in the name of Jesus. But for that you must accept Christ FIRST. Make an effort to read the bible because it is (BASIC INSTRUCTIONS BEFORE LEAVING EARTH). It is Gods love letter to us. I came from a very turbulent family also, but when I applied the bible and prayer something happened. People around me changed. My house was full of peace, light, love and alot of laugther. Even now my marriage is solid, peaceful, happy, my three teens are happy, good children. Thats the result. So get to a church. The second thing you might want to consider is applying for a college campus where you can go away and just breathe. You meet so many people from around the world and make great friendships with students, professors, you party, or you can relax by the lake on a blanket. There so many activities.See if there might be someone who would be willing to watch over your horses (non family member) until you come back. But get it in writing so that they know your horses are not for keeps. Anyway I hope things go well at the pub and if it doesnt dont do it again. Keep your sanity and your own peace and pray for your family. You will see results. God Bless.