What could these feelings mean / are they normal?

what ur suffering from is bi-polar depression, when ur mood is up it is called a "manic state", u think u can do or say anything & there will be no consequences, the down-side is that after the manic state u will eventually slip into a depressed state, it could be hours, days or wks. when this shift happens, ur also suffering from severe anxiety and maybe panic attacks 2, you need to c a psychiatrist ASAP, call your family dr. 4 a referral, talk to a counselor, call a suicide hot-line (phone no. in front of phone book), talk 2 an adult that u can trust (aunt/uncle,gramma or grandpa), get in to c a dr. as soon as u can, make someone c how important it is 2 go now!! good luck to you write back if u can & let me know how you are doin??