I'm not normal...giving life up.?

Its not normal but really? who is normal. I feel the same way depress and even suicidal emo sometimes but wanna keep going in life. Im sorry about everything, but the only thing that will make it better is just forgetting the past, maybe go out calm yourself down. And maybe when it time, your all calm down and stuff and just think about your future. Maybe it collage? Or a carier? I dont know what ever you think will be better is ok as long as it not death or giving up. Suicides? never the answer If you need someone to talk to you can add me and talk to me if you want even if you just want to let all your emotions and problems out. Everyone is purfect in there own special way ^-^ I hope this helps alot!!! and dont blame yourself you are who you are just work it out go outside, take a deep breath and try to have fun. If its social your worried about maybe go out and meet people even if it blinde dates! or whatever you want to do. And one last thing you could go to a therapist? and get helpp if you really think you need it well good luck!(: and tell me how it works out!!!